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ALMOST LIVE ON DEAD ARTIST WEEKEND

rock star

not enough

too much

broken heart

broken home

heal me feel me

see me free me

neurosis

psychosis

dare me

scare me

thrash me

trash me

uphill slide

suicide

prisoner of freedom

success no belief

shotgun relief

can't stay

immortal cliché

no victim?

no excuse

volunteer use and abuse

maturity

insecurity

feelings rush make me blush

too much love

too much hate

flip coins of fate

too high

too low

gotta go

April 10, 1994

a couple days after Kurt Cobain